Staying positive

So today I went shopping with my grandmother and boyfriend and a close Family member. I saw a dress I really liked but I was scared to try it on because I know I’m at weird spot in my weight loss journey and certain things look a little iffy. My boyfriend hyped me up and convinced me to try it on. I try it on and I’m like I look eh in this dress. I showed my boyfriend and once again he hyped me up to the point I said who cares I look great! Showed it to my grandma after I’d taken it off and she started to make jokes about how it looked small and wouldn’t fit me and how I should find something in a much larger size.My family member asked me if it would stretch any to accommodate my size and I just like broke down in the store in tears. My grandma then goes on to laugh and make fun because she tells me I’m sensitive and cry when my feelings are hurt (which is normal for humans but whatever). It got to the point I hated the dress and just didn’t want it. I hid in the back of the store crying until my boyfriend had come over to me with the dress and told me I looked beautiful in it, not to cry any tears and that I should buy the dress and rock the hell out of it. So after a good 20 minutes of a pep talk I walked out with the dress and a smile on my face. I’ve been trying to lose weight after knocking my self out of a depression from having a miscarriage and things have been getting easier. I hope everyone here has someone like him to hype you up on your down days. For a minute I felt defeated and ready to just give up on losing weight but he won’t let me and I love him for it. Remember it’s okay to take a break but it’s never okay to stop. Keep pushing friends and let’s finish 2020 strong!!!