31 year

Hi ladies.

I'm 31yrs old Muslim and single. I've been single for almost 7yrs. To be honest I don't see myself as beautiful as My colleague tells me even when I try. I'm introvert and I always feel alone. I tried to cheer myself up, Looking for motivation but still get back to same box. I don't have hobbies or be passionate about something. I started witnessing depression symptoms, and I'm really afraid.

I really hate my work but I have to stay because I don't have another choice, it's hard to find another one.

I'm still living with my family, which not allow me to have a private life.

I'm sorry if this seems like complaining and being ungrateful but I'm really lost and feel like I don't have any idea if I want to live this life anymore.

I'm sorry again if I'm spreading negative energy in the group.