When its not ppd..

So, I decided to ask or try to seek help about ppd & anxiety. Turned to my ob first, thinking she'd turn me on the right path. With our baby girl being 16 months, OB stated its not ppd & likely just depression and general anxiety. Said, "I hope you feel better soon." Thinking to myself, ok thanks for the help. 👌

Then, I tried contacting my pcp to ask about it but have yet to be able to contact her.

I know I am going through some kind of emotional issue as I just don't feel like myself & I feel like our little one won't need me once she weans herself. Also, I constantly stress about her ever since she had gotten a virus in October that gave her a febrile seizure & we went to the er.

We're first time parents, and as much as I want another child... I just don't think I can handle it mentally. Especially when its hard finding help when you think you're depressed & dealing with anxiety.

Just wanting to vent I guess...