sent a drunk text to my ex

I got really drunk last night and sent a text along the lines of “thanks for being in my 2019 :) you’re a good person and I wish the best for you” to my ex. ?!?! I feel so stupid for sending that and I just can’t stop crying about it now I hate myself for sending it. I shouldn’t be thanking him for anything, he left me and I was broken for so long but for some reason I have this soft spot for him and I just want to actually move on. we are on good terms but he’s moved on and doesn’t care about me the way I care about him. it’s so draining. I wish I never drank so I never sent it. I feel and look so stupid. has anyone else done something like this?? ughhhh