I am trying so hard not to be petty 🤦🏽‍♀️

Little background my ex and I were together for about 5 years but I left him because our relationship got so toxic. I don’t want my son to grow up seeing it was okay for him to act or talk as his dad did towards me. We’ve been living 45 minutes away from each other since august. He only seen our son one time in the beginning of November because he wanted to do shopping for our son together needless to say it ended up in him only wanting to talk about how he wants to be together. I am fed up with all the bullshit he has put me through during our whole relationship I love him but I am not in love with him anymore. So fast forward to thanksgiving he wanted to spend the weekend together with our son and I said no because I want us to focus on our co parenting and how we talk to each other so we can communicate without arguing. He got mad and blocked didn’t here anything from him till yesterday. Mind you he didn’t see or talk to our son for thanksgiving or Christmas didn’t buy him any presents or even ask how he it doing. He sent 2 box’s of diapers only because he doesn’t want to pay child support which I don’t care about, I don’t want his money I just want my

son to grow up knowing his dad and seeing him on a consistent basis. He texted me (screen shot below) and I wanted to be petty and write him a mean message so bad because how dare he not care enough about our son to just disappear like that. But I think I handled it okay and need prayers because if he keeps disappearing and coming back I am going to end up driving over there my damn self and beat his ass 💆🏽‍♀️