I’m so frustrated with my husband

Our relationship is already rocky. Like, I’m ready to leave rocky. But we’re overseas because he’s military and we just got here. I pretty much had to decide on the spot if I was going to try to give our marriage a shot or stay behind and divorce. I wasn’t ready to make that call at the time.

I also had to cut my schooling short and postpone it until we get back. Not my fault.

So here comes my loan repayment date, finding out my payment is $50 and he’s so upset over it. He hates paying for MY loans (I’m a stay at home mom, half bc I’m third trimester pregnant, half because it’s not easy to get a job here/childcare expenses) and I’m pissed he’s irritated. He views it as HIS money because he works. Which, Uh, I can’t really fucking help at the moment. He used to be really bad about HIS money and MY money. It’s gotten better but, he’s upset he can’t get some expensive vroom vroom car while we’re here right now. He says “everyone gets to enjoy my money but me.”

And I just feel like he’s acting like a child. It’s not MY fault he got overseas orders. And it’s not MY fault I can’t work right now (literally got denied a job a month ago because I’m pregnant)

He’s always upset about something. He’s always miserable and this is jsut one more wedge in our marriage. He wants to live like a child-less man child and play video games all day and have an expensive vroom vroom car and do what he wants when he wants. I’m just so fucking over it. And I’m stuck here.