Saddness

‪Like bad news on top of bad news! First I get scammed on the website, my car gets stolen and found crashed on Friday now I’m carless & last night my grandpa passed away 😭☹️‬ and an aunt & uncle (my grandpas sister and nephew) recently passed away in an accident by a drunk driver. The last time I seen my grandpa was on Christmas eve and we knew he was sick and everyone told me that he can’t wait to see me because I don’t come around as often and i feel so sad and depressed bc I didn’t come to visit as much and I’ll never get to and on top of that I was already feeling depressed with my self and try to keep my emotions inside bc who can I talk to and now I can’t stop balling my eyes out.