Postpartum

Ma

I don’t really know if I can call it PPD, but I had my twins 10 weeks early and I can’t help but feel cheated out of my very last pregnancy. I’m missing out on so many ultrasounds, a baby shower, my big baby belly, etc. On top of feeling like I missed out on so much, I’m still struggling with the traumatic birth experience and hospital experience I encountered but also the fact that they are 18 days old and still not home with me..