Ugh should I have lied?

So when I was 20 and pregnant with my first child 8 years ago the guy I was with proposed to me, literally 2 months into our relationship and I’m sure it was only because I was pregnant. I reluctantly said okay since I was totally out on the spot. Our relationship lasted until our baby was 4 months old then I left him because he was abusive, he was cheating and he was getting heavy into drugs. Now fast forward 8 years I am in a relationship with a man I’ve been with for the last 5 years. We have a 6 month old baby together. Today I took my old engagement ring from my ex to a cash for jewellery place and traded it for $$. My blyfriend asked me if the ring was just a gift and I realized i never actually told him that I was engaged to my ex at one point. Without thinking I told him “no he actually proposed to me like 2 months into our relationship”. I told him I was young and naive and don’t count that as a real engagement. Now as I sit here thinking about it I kinda wish I never told him that I was engaged before, I’m worried that he’s now going to see my different. I’ve been waiting for him to propose to me and now I’m worried that maybe by telling him this I have ruined my chances. I also would have felt bad lying and telling him it was just a gift. I know I can’t change it now but should I have lied? Do you think he will think of me differently? Ughhh I’m stressed now.

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