Changed looks-safety

UPDATE: she does not know my address or my work. A restraining order will give her my locations and I would rather her not know where I frequent because shes not afraid of cops or courts. She only knows the city/town I live in. I have pepper spray and a taser

I feel like I'm in witness protection or something. My violent mother is trying to contact me, and because I'm not giving in I'm sure that she'll become violent once more if she finds me. She lives in the general area as me and im afraid she may search me out on the streets.

I've changed my hair to the opposite of my hair (dark to light/light to dark/dull color to vibrant/vibrant to dull- im not giving anything away on the off chance shes here and figures out this is me somehow)

I've changed how my eyebrows are shaped. I'm changing my makeup. It's so weird to be making my appearance decisions off of what I want to look like based off of trying to look different than I normally look. It's so odd to change myself for safety sake.