Postpartum anxiety & depression

Okay mamas... I’m 8 weeks postpartum. And postpartum anxiety and depression has taken hold of me viciously. I’ve tried two different medications, one of which made me think about taking my own life. I used to be perfectly fine. Im an extremely happy person and I know I’m blessed and I’m incredibly thankful and in love with my baby. But I can’t get out of my own head. I’m usually very strong and self reliant... so reaching out and actually asking for help takes a lot.

Please leave some advice or your own stories about your experience with PPD & PPA and how you got through it. I just need to know I’m not alone in this.