Pregnant with my second

I am pregnant with my second. Every night when I put my 18 month old down I get a little upset. All I think about is soon it will be the last night I put her down to bed just me and her. I have such an unbelievably strong bond with her. I work part time but she is the person I spend the most time with every day. I only see my husband for a few hours every day.

So far with this second pregnancy I don’t feel super bonded. Sometimes I forget I am pregnant. I am happy to be pregnant but sometimes I wonder if it’s too soon for baby number 2 or maybe I should have just had one. I am not sure where these feelings are coming from. Why am I having these type of thoughts?

We find out the sex of the baby tomorrow so I am hoping I can start connecting with this baby too. I just want this baby to feel my love and I don’t want my daughter to miss out on mommy time.

I just needed to get that out there.