My biggest fear...

My biggest fear is giving up on my 7yr relationship... 4 kids. 1 miscarriage, 2 live, and one on the way... 💔 but when you feel like there’s nothing left... but giving up... it’s hard... People are quick to say “think about the kids” but never say “think about the long run effect. Or your happiness &/ peace...” bc i mean, if you raise kids in an unhappy household are you doing them good? Bc they’d grow in a family? It’s 1:05am where i am and im crying my eyes out.... just thinking, is there really anything else to fight for?

Rant over, sorry guys.... i don’t have friends. LITERALLY NO FRIENDS... and im so lost and hurt right now....