Pregnancy

I’ve dreamed about being pregnant since I was like 14, i always knew I wanted to be a mother, I use to watch the labor and delivery channel back when I was that young, learning about water births, vaginal births, c sections etc. I went into my twenties knowing almost everything about a healthy pregnancy. I knew I wanted to be a mother and experience this even before I got with my boyfriend. When I was with my ex, we actively ttc for 2 years, and nothing happened, I cried every month and thought I’d never get to be a mother, fast forward that relationship ended and I met my now boyfriend, and was able to successfully succeed but ended up having a high risk pregnancy, so naturally me knowing so much, I needed to know more and research everything that I feel like my whole life I’ve been researching this moment and I’m finally 30 weeks, ready to meet my boy. I’ve been dreaming of this since I was 14, sitting on my couch watching the birth channel. Any other moms do this? I felt weird about it at first, I told the doctor my first appointment I didn’t need the speech bc I knew everything already 😭 I just can’t wait to be a mom

I’m just emotional knowing in 10 weeks I get to meet my boy