Lonely af

I recently just got out of a 5 year relationship. I have been pretty down and depressed lately. It’s just a huge change in my life. I honestly feel so lonely. My friends have gone out with me to make me feel better but they can’t do that all the time. They have their own lives and I don’t want to bother them.

I didn’t realize what a huge part he was in my life. He texted me all day long. I would wake up to good morning texts and he would text me all day and we would FaceTime or talk on the phone at night. And then of course on my days off work we saw each other and I would always stay at his apartment over night. I just feel like I’m so alone. I don’t have anyone to talk to.