I broke up with my boyfriend.

Our third year anniversary was less than a month ago. It feels so surreal. Its 4.30 am. I was sleeping on the couch but I can't sleep anymore.

When the sun goes up I need ro grab my stuff to leave.

I am just.... Still in shock. Its hard to feel the entire range of your emotions when it all geels so fake. Like one hell of a bad dream.

I always thought he would be the father of my children ...