Shit is hard

I commend all women who are going through a divorce, separation, or breakup with more than one child. I recently left my husband and filed for divorce due to the toxicity of our relationship and him being on drugs. I don’t know how women do it with more than one child. I only have one and I can barely keep myself from falling apart but once he’s asleep I have a break down, pull myself together and put a smile on my face when he wakes up. I can’t imagine what it would be like if I had 2 or 3 kids