Am i crazy?

Just want to vent.

My boyfriend and I have been together for three years. We had a baby girl in September. We talked about me staying home with her once she was born. He assured me it was ok and he agreed to obviously be helping financially. Fast forward to now. She’s six months. He has only given me some money a handful of times. When I ask and keep telling him I have bills too. He won’t even give me money to go to the grocery store. We never have anything to eat at home. He doesn’t care because he’s gone 6 days a week up to 12-13 hours a day. If we need something from the store I have to ask/tell him and go with him for him to buy it rather than him just giving me the money for it. All of this just makes me feel like a child. He hasn’t been helping me at all lately; I’ve been paying my bills with my savings that I made working before I had my daughter. So I have talked to him about putting our daughter in daycare because I can’t run out of money and I need to make money too so I can pay for bills and simple things like groceries. I can’t live like this anymore. He had a complete attitude about it and I said it will probably cost around $415 a week (if that was the daycare we were opting for there’s different once I haven’t looked into yet) and he bragged to my face saying I can make half of that In two hours no problem. (He owns his own business) and I’m like well we are going to have to see all the options because I know I won’t be making much money and splitting that in half weekly will add up to me paying a total of $830 a month.

What’s funny about this whole thing is: I literally have two main bills: my car bill: $84 a month and my insurance for my car: $80 a month. Lmao. I do have my credit bill which I’ve racked up to $1550 and I plan on paying more than half of that off with my tax return. (Min payment each month is $35) anyways... we obviously have our rent which he is taking care of but yea. I guess he’d rather pay $830 a month rather than under $200ish.... to help me financially be able to stay home with our daughter. Is this not insane? Btw, I have no problem going back to work! I do want to. I’m just having a hard time with the daycare part and being away from my daughter so young. I would have rather waited until she was older to go back full time.. I definitely plan on her going to preschool too. But yea. This is the shit I’m dealing with. He literally told me to go figure my own shit out. He’s not really any help with her. He only cares about his business, his life.