Heartbroken

I lost my baby boy on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> at 17 weeks and today It just hit me real hard,, i cant stop crying i miss him so much.. seeing negative pregnancy test is heartbreaking..

Why did it have to be me yet it's so easy for other people to get pregnant..

I have pcos, bicornuate uterus, and I don't ovulate on my own.. idk what to do..life is unfair 😔