Okay so I have a question ladies. My boyfriend of almost 2 years commented on a girls snapchat story of her in a bikini showing off her body. He sent her a 💙 emoji. She responded back with a heart.

Then, I texted her because I was mad and called her some not nice things (which I shouldn’t have done because it wasn’t her fault he texted her and all that).

I wake up the next morning and ask for his phone again because I was just worried and kinda felt bad and wanted to see her response. I really wanted to text her again and apologize because I shouldn’t have flipped on her when she didn’t even know my bf is dating me because he doesn’t post me. But that’s another story for another time 😂

So I go to the convo with her and my bf and her had sent multiple messages to eachother that morning before I woke up. They were longer messages but he said to her “sorry that was my girl... she really gave it to me for texting you smh...”

I have caught him doing shit like this a few times before. Always a different situation but it’s similar shit... I have no idea what to do.

I don’t know if I should be as upset as I am. I don’t know if I am being too dramatic. But when I tell you it was hard to change in front of him after I saw that, I mean, I literally turned away from him to change and felt so insecure ever since. I’m too insecure to change in front of him and to have sex because I feel like my body couldn’t be good enough if I come home after 4 days of being with family and that’s the first thing I see (we live together).

I leave for 4 days and he texts some other girl... and I know that guys are horn dogs and all that but... idk. I wouldn’t care if he liked some famous girls picture on Instagram but that fact that he knows this girl and that he directly texted her... it fucking hurt.

Just wanted to know if I am in the right for feeling this way or if I’m being over dramatic. Sorry the whole thing is long.