I know I can share here

So I was in a super abusive relationship, mentally and emotionally it was horrible. We are just toxic for each other and even though I love him I know that for my happiness I needed to leave. We have 2 kids together so we obvi keep in constant (as much as possible, he won’t answer me back most days) anyway recently I met a guy and he has been AMAZING with me and my kids. He’s been in this quarantine with us (we obvi met before it happened lol) and just seeing him with my kids and stuff has made me so happy he is really the complete opposite he doesn’t put me down he keeps me laughing and smiling and works with me and the kids schedules. I couldn’t remember what happy feels like and now I remember and it’s amazing. I can’t really share it fully yet with friends and family I’m just worried about the back lash but it’s been seven months since I left my kids dad I just want to be happy I haven’t been happy in SO long it’s amazing to feel like I can breath again. I just had to share 🤷🏻‍♀️