Break Up Drama, I need to make sure I am not wrong.

Okay, I will try to keep it short.

We have been messing around for a little over 2 years. ( 1 year in a relationship)

He has never been established so we can say I brought more to the relationship. That’s never was a bother but he would always complain he wants to do more. There were attempts to become better and I stayed because there was some ambition.

We have ups and down like every normal couple. During an argument he informs me that he has been disconnected since August...... 8 months!!!

His excuse is he wants to get himself together and comeback 10x harder. Fast forward a couple weeks He also offered us to be together but not really together. I offered us to be friends with sex but no ties to a relationship. He was like “no, I want to be with you”

Welp, then he went thru Facebook messenger and choose my offer. I now don’t want any ties because why would you go thru my messenger when I told you friends with sex? Did you need further confirmation?

He’s coming to get his stuff and to “talk” but I want to scream that I been with you all this time while you getting together and now your leaving me to get you together🧐? But you expected me to wait for you to be able to your shit together so we can be together? Y’all I spent so much money, We only go on dates that’s I PAY FOR, like I am not this desperate. I love him but I just feel like I deserve more. Am I wrong for feeling how I feel?

I don’t really have a lot of friends. So help me please🥴