I’m pregnant with #2 and baby boy just turned 1.

My husband cheated with a prostitute while I was pregnant and then again with massage parlor women while my baby was 8-9 months old. He lied about all this, but the truth finally came out. He wants to work things out but I’m done getting lied to and played by him. The pain is unbearable and I’m dealing with severe depression, anxiety, and PTSD. We had a huge fight today which led to us discussing divorce and what we are going to do. He tries to manipulate me into staying with him because he says ‘you can’t do it on your own, how are you gonna raise 2 kids by yourself, how are you gonna afford an apartment, etc’. The reality is I don’t know. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to pay rent when my paychecks come out to the same amount as the rent. I lost one of my jobs because of corona, and I got denied for unemployment. I could move in with my parents but I can’t stay there for long with 2 babies in a small room and a cat and dog. My parents have an apartment too. I’m so overwhelmed with everything but I know God will take care of us. Just wanted to vent/receive any advice.