Wow..

I can't believe my sons dad, he got mad at me over the friends on my Facebook, and I told him to delete whoever because my phone is not locked and in his sight, he tried to say out son looked like a guy on my list and that guy was my cousin! To op it off I'm 36 weeks pregnant, I can't wait til this covid19 thing passes and he can go back to work, I want to pack me and my sons things and leave while he's gone because I'm scared of what he might do if I do it while he's here or near.. he sleeps with a weapon under our bedroom dresser and threatens to break everything with it if I leave.. but at this point I just wanna leave and never look back, I'm so tired of my son seeing me being treated this way and my daughter doesn't need to be born around this.. i feel so trapped and useless and ugly and like I'm nothing without him but I gotta be strong and just start over.. :(