Just venting honestly...

Started talking to guy...and it honestly just took me by surprise. I wasn’t expecting it at all. I was looking but i just felt it was too good to be true. And i guess I was right. Anyways he came off strong and intentional..like I had been waiting for. communicating he was looking for a relationship and wanted to see where things would go. And just wanted to get to know me.

Anyways after few weeks of talking I noticed that between a certain time let’s say 7pm-11pm...our communication was always via text. Alll day we would FaceTime, talk, text etc. He would go OUT his way to tell me he would call me in the evening but literally never did. Normally i wouldn’t trip but it was literally every single night. I’m talking “hey babe I’ll call you at 730” or “I’ll call you later please don’t fall asleep” and would never call me. Sometimes i would call..no answer. He would text back sometimes though but alwaysss after 11.

If I called after that 11pm text he would answer but it was very short..ugh IDK just didn’t seem right.

Anyways I mentioned it to him jokingly saying I thought he was married or something but of course assured me he understood and would “do better”

Last night he said he was gonna call me after speaking to his boss and that i should not fall asleep..of course he didn’t. So next morning i was like look..this is not sitting right with me.

I’m not sure if he said he was taking a breather or IDK...i just do know that when i finally texted him later on the day i realized i was blocked and well that’s that.

Being ghosted never becomes easier and I know all i can do is move on but now I want to pity party myself. It felt so good but now I’m like I clearly had my rose colored glasses on. I at least thought he would’ve communicated he was done you know?? But now I’m pretty sure my gut was right.

Blah. Just waiting patiently for my time.