RANT!

So my husband and i have been together for 2 years now. We've been having a lot of problems within the past year. We've been seeing a therapist and trying to work on us especially because we have a 7 month old daughter together. I guess the whole point in me posting this is because all he wants is sex. Like aggressively. I can't open my legs at all without him grabbing me. Anytime he gets a chance he just grabs my ass as hard as he can. He flops my boobs or grabs them too whenever. And if i ask for ANYTHING whether that be going to get fast food, or asking him to reach something that i can't he says "only if you suck my d*ck" "only if we fuck"

And the first thing he says every day is "can we fuck later?" "Am i gonna get some at all today" no good mornings or anything. I just say we'll see.

I dont know its annoying. And then im the bad guy for being irritated.

This morning i woke up a little bit to him gently rubbing my back. So i fell asleep. Then i woke up again to him grinding up against my ass and whispering to himself "god youre so hot"

I feel like an object. I dont feel loved when he acts like this. I just feel like hes horny and needs his fix. 🙁

I don't have a single person i can go to about this irl so i guess i just needed to rant...

OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION:

I ask him every time to stop. Over and over and over again. He only stops if i say our safe word... and it still doesn't last. I usually get "what i cant touch my wife?"