Anyone else?

I feel like I have major social anxiety. I get super nervous before get togethers. My stomach will hurt, hands will sweat, and shake a little bit. It’s mostly around my in-laws. I’ve been married to my husband for 5 years now and I still get this way around them. It sucks so bad because they always talk about how quiet I am. I feel like people are always judging when they look. I mean they are that type of way anyway, that’s probably why that goes through my head. It’s so hard going through life like this. 😔