RIP to my bestfriend 💜

I been suffering for the past couple years trying to cope with the loss of my bestfriend. it changed me in so many ways. I cant let it go. Last night I had a dream that felt so real, I was talking to my husband & told him I would do anything to see her. She cane walking through the door & I hugged her so hard. She was dressed up and had her makeup so pretty. She looked beautiful. She told me to stop being upset. She told me to stop being so sad about her not being with me. It felt so real. Today I took a vase I had home, put some marbles in it & her picture with her favorite flowers. I am going to try to do my best to make her proud & be more positive. Here’s a picture of the vase I made today.

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