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So like I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago and like it was because I had so much going on and I still do but apparently not being with him makes shit worse and all that but anyway I honestly really regret it. Like I know I can’t get back with him, he’s trying to move on, he doesn’t want to talk (at least right now) and his mum and other family members hate me because I broke up with him almost right after finding out I was pregnant but that wasn’t why I did it and lately I’ve just been really wanting to talk to him and say that I want him back and I’m basically always crying and I don’t know what to do about any of it