I want to give up

I'm too chicken to actually do it, but that doesn't make the feeling any less shitty.

It'd be completely selfish, as I do have people that would cry for me, but I'm tired of living like this.

I'm tired of not being taken seriously. I'm tired of rude comments and being told to get over myself. I just abuse by my sister, no biggie, she's a family member. Apparently I just need to grow up