Ranting

So a few days ago while my husband was at work some random woman messaged him on Instagram wanting to be friends.

(My husband & I are 20, and this woman was 33)

My husband being nice kept the conversation going (he was NOT cheating & even showed me the messages between them)

I was fine with it until she told him she’s divorced and won’t send nudes or sext. Randomly said it out of no where and my husband was like uhhhh? So I told him to delete her and stop talking to her because I knew her intentions.

“Btw she’s a 33 year old divorced woman in the navy who has to kids, recently divorced and looking for “friends” completely real profile.”

He got mad that I wanted him to delete her but yet I have guy friends “literally guy friends we play Xbox with together” that started an argument blah blah we settled it.

Last night he wanted to have sex and I just wasn’t feeling it because I started my period after being 6 days late. Finally I decided to do something and he wouldn’t even get hard and of course I feel like it’s because of me... like he’s not attracted to me because I don’t look like the Instagram models or porn chicks he follows on twitter 😒 idk ladies, sometimes I just feel like I’m hideous