Postpartum vagina

I’m 9 weeks postpartum and my vagina still hasn’t gone back to the way it was before I was pregnant. The hole is much wider and I’ve been having sex which feels nothing like before. There’s nearly no feeling from penetration because I feel so loose. I’m very insecure about it and upset that I can’t feel much pleasure from sex. Is it going to go back to normal or am I like this forever now?😔