I Don’t Get It... What’s Wrong With Me

I have only ever had one relationship and that wasn’t really healthy. I am 23 years old and it seems like when I try to meet someone all they want to do is just hook up and that’s it. I am a plus size girl and it seems like they are only with me because they like how big my boobs are but then they don’t really want to take me out on dates or be seen with me anywhere else. I am so self-conscious and I guess I just except what they offer me because that’s all the attention I get. But I want I want the type of relationship that other people seem to have first do you need you just seems like it’s just sex no relationship no love no romance. Is it just me, is it because of what I look like, Is it because I am a bigger girl that they don’t want to be seen with me. I just want to be loved.