Advice please

So i asked my baby father(boyfriend) when is he going to marry me he said never so now I’m in my feelings, thinking why are we living together being in a relationship, why am i doing things a wife should do if he doesn’t consider me the marrying type i meant i don’t wanna get married now but one day in my far future i sure hope do..... So now I’m thinking if we should end it right now cause i don’t want to waste my time caring and loving someone that don’t want to marry me I’m the far future