Would you be upset if your boyfriend did this

So I went my boyfriends house on the weekend and because I was rushing for my train I just stuffed everything in my bag. When I got his house and was unpacking I realise that I had forgotten my birth control I told him this and he was annoyed abit but just laughed it off and said it didn’t matter. I was saying that he couldn’t have sex because I don’t want kids but he kept pestering me I asked to buy condoms then but he promised he would pull out so we had sex and then he came in me and said he doesn’t like coming anywhere except inside of me and it’s not like I can’t just get an abortion anyway because he knows loads of girls who have had them. He knows I hate abortion and I was really upset what he had done and said. The next day I did get the morning after pill but later on he kept pestering me again I told him the morning after pill would only protect me from the day before and not now I kept saying no but eventually because he pestered me that much and wouldn’t leave me alone I just agreed to have sex and he did the same again and it was a Sunday so I had no way of getting the morning after pill so now I’m scared