advice

i have pcos and its hard get preg anyways ill be 27 in nov i want to have another one before 30.. but tbh sometimes i think about it i hate the pain of labor and then pushing my baby out lol... it makes me not want another baby thinking about it plus the no sleep at nights... i have 2 kids now but what gets me the most is the pain i cant take pain at all and it hurts... lol... what should i do??