Super depressed.

I'm laying here thinking about my life.

I'm 34 living with my mom, her husband and my brother with his wife and baby. Also with my 9year old son and fiance.

In one big house...kinda big.

I see lots of friends buying homes and having lots babies. We been trying for 3 years. But my pcos is fucking with me.

Im not even working because of my anxiety issues. My fiance works his ass off and pays rent to my mom.

I dont know, I hate my self for not working but it freaks me out. I feel like loser and I couldn't eat this week with these thoughts. Uhg.