What is this feeling?????

Does anyone get that “negative” feeling when their man goes out partying? Lol. I try not to let it get to me but I just can’t help it.

I’m trying to distract myself by watching movies or playing games...

*yes, he asked me to go with him but I feel very uncomfortable. Also, he got mad at me because I don’t go out and socialize or meet his friends. Ugh.

Please don’t get me wrong. I’m not trying to be dependent of him, clingy or any of that... “crazy girlfriend”. I mean he asked me to go, too, so I shouldn’t have the right to feel this way...

I’m trying to find a way to stop this feeling.

I trust him and I know how he is. Yet, it still bother me. I know he’s out there having fun and enjoying his time with friends. Even though there are females around, I still trust him. He’s a gentleman, faithful and responsible.

Sigh.

One thing I hate the most is when he text me then leave me on read for hours. Therefore, I turned off my notification to help me eased my mind. Looolololol

I also don’t wanna talk about my feelings or bring it up to him because it’ll just cause a dispute between him and I, so I keep it myself.

Which is why I wanna seek help. So, girls... share me your secrets! How do you deal with this feeling?

This is my first relationship and I’m 22. We’ve been dating for about a year and a couple months.