Online school stress

So my son will be starting online school in a week. And the stress and emotion just hit me, first of all, all of his friends I just found out opted to do in class learning meaning nobody opted for online in my 8 year old sons friend circle, and second we totally had the biggest struggle to do online at the end of the year last year. He just told me today that he’s sad he’s not going to school and now I can’t go back on my decision either. He won’t be allowed to register for in class learning until February. I’m sad that this is going to hurt his social life, I did it to keep him and my family safe but now I’m worried I made the wrong choice. I feel so overwhelmed.

I’m on the last 5 months of my maternity leave so the stress of having to do online school with him until I go back to work is just so much right now. Especially when he’s not eager to do it at all