Anxiety and high blood pressure

With my first baby I had an amazing pregnancy and labor. After I gave birth my blood pressure was a little elevated

but doctors weren’t too concerned. 11 months later I find out I’m pregnant again. Super excited and shocked I was ready to be happy and pregnant again! As the weeks went on I noticed my anxiety started getting really bad. At my first appointment my blood pressure was super high but doctor was thinking it was anxiety. Long story short the next appointment high blood pressure again. When checking at home it’s fine but at appointments it is always high. This has caused severe anxiety. I feel like I’m the one causing all the problems bc of my anxiety. I just pray I can pull it together for the baby and myself.