PLEASE HELP. Any advice.

I’m VERY unhappy in my marriage. I’ve lost physical attraction to him (after a huge series of events of lying and pain prescription pills usage)... we’ve been together and have five young children together. I know the grass isn’t always greener on the other side and that’s why I keep fighting so hard to keep our marriage together but, it’s not 50/50. We have no emotional connection and can barely hold a decent conversation without fighting. He has a bad drinking problem and says he isn’t ready to stop. I know staying for the kids isn’t the best idea. I’m a SAHM, and have never left them.

How do you fix attraction? It’s more than physical to me... I need them emotional part and both are missing 😭😭💔