Struggling

Really struggling this week after returning to work after maternity leave.

I’m lucky that hubby isn’t working so he’s looking after baby at home whilst I work from home

Our routine and naps have gone out the window. I can only spare limited time throughout the day to try and put baby down but it isn’t working

I’m panicking that she’s not getting enough sleep. She will only sleep for me (nursed to sleep)

I feel like our bond is tarnished and I’m feeling very stressed and annoyed regarding sleeping

Then to top it off. The week is over but she’s now got a cold. Poor baby :(

I just feel like a shit mother