Baby Attached to Grandma...

I know I sound pathetic, but wow does it sting. In a room with just us, she will always choose to go to grandma. I’m a working mom and work 5 days a week. I have no choice. We need to pay the bills. Baby stays with grandma, and I’m so blessed to have a trusting sitter. I know this. Has nothing to do with this topic. I just dunno why it has to sting so bad when I come home from a long day, wanna snuggle and smell my baby, and she doesn’t wanna come to Mommy😭 I feel like a shitty mom, (although I know I’m not obviously). Can anyone relate?