I’ve been with my husband for 6 years married for 1.5 . I just found out he has a another Instagram page behind my back he uses to talk to other girls.

I’ve caught him talking to other girls at least 3 other times in the 6 years we’ve been together and each time I forgive him and try to move on because I just don’t want to be with out him and still love him. Now after today I don’t know anymore I feel like an idiot and just stupid for marrying someone like him. I don’t know how to get up and leave. I always pray like this is the last time but it clearly never is and I still can’t bring myself to walk away and I don’t know why. I love our family I love the life we’ve built together and I don’t wanna walk away from it and it makes me feel weak like I’m not strong enough or women enough to leave something that is clearly toxic and just so clearly wrong. I need help.