Today, im not okay

Im not okay because I got another faint line on a frer and i thought for sure it would be darker today. Ive chalked it up to indents on all three. I know im not out until my perios starts on Saturday, but it bummed me seeing another extremely faint line thats possibly just an indent. After two years of ttc, im so wore out emotionally from this process. So today, im allowing myself a bad day to get these negative emotions out. Tomorrow i'll pick myself back up. Im not going to test for a few days. Af is due on Saturday so i still have time to get a positive, but im taking a step back from testing for now. I'll be taking a break from my phone altogether to just relax.

Baby dust to those trying 💖