Depression

Hello ladies, so I’ve developed depression with my second baby ! I’m due sometime at the end of December or January 6th if everything goes well with my health! I never developed depression with my first pregnancy but with this one is very bad!! I’m very sad all the time I cry everyday! My partner has been dealing with me but I feel horrible I’ve never felt so horrible in my life! I don’t feel the connection I felt with my son when I was first pregnant I’m not sure tbh