My Friend Hates Me

Me and one of my friends just had a pretty big falling out. So, I don't have kids, don't want kids, don't really like kids. I'm cool with other people's kids, but not the idea of having my own. My friend has 3 kids under 5 and one if them in a newborn. I was there for her when she needed me, which was A LOT. It started to become clear to me and other people around me that she was using me. She would constantly ask for rides places, never give me any gas money, ask me to do things for her and her kids and when I said I couldn't, she would get mad and call me fake. Then she would call to to Apologize and right after she apologized 5 seconds later would ask for something. She constantly "borrowed " money from me and never paid me back. She owes me $326 in all. She eventually stopped asking and started demanding. She would say "Hey, I need you to pick me up" I would say I don't have gas and she would say "Well sorry, but I need you to pick me up so find some gas". Just super rude and demanding. I eventually stopped talking to her as much. How we had a falling our, was she called me after about a month of not talking saying cps is taking her kids and she needs me to take them. I said "No". Sorry but fuck no. I live in a studio apartment that barely fits me. I don't have the space or the money to take care of three kids. I survive on romen and some nights I have to go to be hungry. I don't have the resources to take care of three kids. Also I have no idea how to take care of a baby. I'm not gonna take a baby not knowing what the hell I'm doing. There's a reason I don't want kids. I don't know how to take care of them, they're expensive and I can't afford to take care of myself, and between school and work I don't have the time. Plus other reasons. Also even if I wanted to, I have a felony so I don't even think cps would let me. Well she.m called me selfish, and concieted. That I care more about my life then hers. Just going off on me. I blocked her on everything. I don't want to be made to feel bad for not being on someone's beckon call 24/7

This wasn't a question so much as it is just a me venting