Feeling alone

Does anyone else constantly feel like they are alone or is that just me?

Does anyone ever feel like their only friend is their significant other and their mom or is that just me?

It didn’t hit me until just recently that I really feel like I’m alone. All I do is sit at home all day long and watch tv or clean. I don’t have a job so my only form of income is coming from my fiancé. But even then he only gives me enough to pay for my bills and maybe a tiny bit of money to spend on myself. I don’t even think he realizes what he’s doing. I don’t feel good about myself anymore. I feel like I’m loosing who I was before I got pregnant and quit my job. He’s at work two days at a time and also picked up five extra 24 hour shifts so that we could be comfortable next month when our son is supposed to be born. I don’t have any friends and I honestly think that I need even just one, but it’s so hard for me to get along with women because I’ve been used by so many of the ones who were supposed to be my best friends. I tried to reach out to some of my old elementary school best friends but ended up getting bailed on. Am I doing something wrong? Am I not worth being friends with?