Newly single mom of 3

So i thought i was getting married. 5 months pregnant with our last one he purposes i said yes! 6 months pregnant i find out hes been pretending to be single dad this whole time. 3rd trimester was hell after i caught him. Still living together because of the virus and honestly im not ready to go back to my moms until i figure this out.

I was planning a wedding, he was telling bitches how hard it is being a single dad. I havent been on my own own so off i go to moms to figure this out until i get on my own. Terrified and heart broken. Post partum doesnt help.... tell me the pain goes away. My heart is tired.