I just wanna be small again..

My pre-pregnancy weight was 207, I dropped down to 203 and now I’m 246-255 somewhere in there, nothing fits anymore besides leggings (which look disgusting.), a pair of yoga pants and literally a singular hoodie .. I’ve gained weight EVERYWHERE . Just wanna cry .

Bought a pair of tye-dye sweat pants tonight, an XL with cute little butterflies on them, thinking I could throw away the one pair of yoga pants with the huge hole in the thigh that I’ve been wearing basically everyday now ... but nope.. sweat pants fit , but they’re kinda tight .. I was in a medium to a large before pregnancy.... this sucks . 😭